Remember when we were little and we wanted nothing more than to grow up and have our own houses and be able to make our own decisions. When it would be up to us what we did with our day. Well that day has finally arrived for Alex and I. We're now the big 2-0 and let me tell you it definitely different than what I thought it would be. Don't get me wrong I love my increasing independence but some time being a grown up is no fun. I think it just hit me that things wont be like they were forever and now I'm starting to grasp that concept. Alex is leaving for New Zealand for a month this summer and spring semester Ill be studying abroad. We wont have our carefree summer anymore and we when I study abroad it will be the first time in more than 10 years that I wont be seeing my best friends for 5 months. Thats a lot to take on and a lot to digest. There are some great things about growing up- making our own rules, creating our own path that make me increasingly excited to get college over with. But there are also some things, that I don't want to change, that are going to be really hard for me to deal with.
But good thing I have amazing friends and family to help me through!
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